Putting my selfishness aside

My aunt is dying.  There is no pretty way to put it.  She has been in and out of the hospital for years and has had quite a few close calls.  They are coming more regularly now and she is in intensive care more than she is out.  I haven't spoken to her in years due to a major falling out we had.  My stubborness has prevented me from seeing her nor speaking with her and it is making my dad unhappy even though he would never admit it.  My gut is telling me to put my childish, selfish ways aside and go see her before she goes.  I'm expecting it any day.  God, please guide me.  Order my steps.  Help me be the person You created.  Help me be there for my family during this trying time.  I call myself an adult and now I need to act like one.  This is not the time to be stubborn to make a point.  Hell, she probably don't even remember what started this and I need to end it.  

Now.  

Jesus help me.